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You are perfect

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It was hard to breath, he was suffocating and his heart was beating really fast, he could feel it in his ears pounding not letting him hear a thing and the tears where filling his eyes and he felt so pathetic and that made everything worst.



"Stop it!" he commanded, looking at his reflection on the mirror "don't let it get into you!" he almost shouted as the tears started to stream down his face "stay strong, just…stay…" but he couldn't it hurt too much, he was always strong, he was always the confident boy, the lead, but right now he just wanted to fall apart, to broke down into pieces and cry his heart out.<o:p></o:p>



"Blaine?" a voice said behind the door, the person behind it knock two times "are you okay?" it was Kurt's voice, he could recognize it anywhere, he wiped the tears away and took a deep breath<o:p></o:p>



"Yeah Kurt, I'm fine" he tried to sound as calm as possible<o:p></o:p>



"Can I come in?" but before the curly haired boy could answer, the countertenor was in the bathroom staring at him, worried "you're a terrible liar"<o:p></o:p>



Again that feeling, like if there was not enough oxygen in the room, he tried to breath, taking air with his mouth but he just couldn't, he couldn't breathe properly and he could feel the tears filling his eyes and he didn't want Kurt to see him like this, so vulnerable, so fragile.<o:p></o:p>



"It's…nothing" he turned around covering his mouth with a hand, he didn't want to let a sob out <o:p></o:p>



"Blaine, you don't have to be strong all the time" those words break into Blaine's heart, the tears fall down his cheeks slowly and he fell into his knees, scared Kurt ran next to him.<o:p></o:p>



"I-I'm s-so so-sorry, Kurt" Blaine stuttered, the brunette hold him tightly, caressing the black curls trying to comfort him "I'm so stupid!"<o:p></o:p>



"You're not stupid" Kurt said firmly, he pulled away from Blaine and look into the hazel eyes, they were full of tears and that broke Kurt's heart <o:p></o:p>



"Yes I am" Blaine said looking away "I told them not to come,  but they did and for just one second I thought…" he sighed, the tears fall through his cheeks once again "I thought they'd be proud of me but they aren't! They still believe I'm just a…" Blaine bit his lip, hugging his knees and hiding his face in them "I feel so pathetic!"<o:p></o:p>



"You are not pathetic, you're not stupid" Kurt said, he put a hand in Blaine's shoulder "you are incredible Blaine; you're strong, confident, talented, handsome…" a red color covered Kurt's cheeks "friendly and kind!"<o:p></o:p>



"Look at me Kurt" Blaine said, looking to the wall "I'm crying like a baby, locked in a bathroom, I'm not strong" he swallowed and looked at the floor "I'm not confident, someone confident wouldn't let the insults bring him down" the tears were falling down from the beautiful hazel eyes, Kurt felt the tears also filling his eyes "handsome…no, I am not, friendly and kind? Maybe, but it's not enough for my parents"<o:p></o:p>



Kurt let the tears out of his eyes; he couldn't believe that Blaine talked about himself in that way, like if he was worthless, he couldn't understand why his parents make him feel so bad, how they make him break.<o:p></o:p>



"Blaine, maybe your parents didn't mean to…"<o:p></o:p>



"Yes they did Kurt" the black haired interrupted, looking at him for the first time "they hate the presentation; they told me that I shouldn't be showing my 'weirdness' in public, that I shouldn't be singing duets with other boys, that it was wrong, that it's not normal, that the people shouldn't know that his son was a…you know" he looked away, he was so ashamed.<o:p></o:p>



Kurt's eyes went wide open, how could someone say that?  How could you hurt someone you're supposed to love so deeply? Why the hate? But Kurt didn't know the answers to those questions, he didn't knew why the people could think something as beautiful as love between two people could be wrong, he couldn't understand why a duet between two boys that loved each other was wrong, he didn't understand why boy and girl duets were something normal, good and two boys or two girls were weird, bad.<o:p></o:p>



But that didn't matter, what mattered was that Blaine was hurt, that he felt worthless, that he was crying and that was heart breaking for Kurt, he had to find a way to make him feel happy, to make him knew he was worth everything, that he loved him no matter what his parents said and that they weren't wrong, he wanted to tell Blaine he was perfect…<o:p></o:p>



So he started to sing:<o:p></o:p>



Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Blaine looked at Kurt; the countertenor voice was soft and comforting.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss "no way it's all good"
It didn't slow me down
Mistaken
Always second guessing
Underestimated
Look, I'm still around…

Kurt's voice feels the bathroom, and the lyrics go down to Blaine's heart, because he feels that way, he's hurt and broken and Kurt knows it, so he tries to fix him with a song, with his hand holding his tightly.

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

Kurt looks at Blaine's eyes; he sees all the pain, all the sorrow and that make his heart break, and a tear falls down his cheek, but he smiles at the black haired boy.

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself
You are wrong
Change the voices
In your head
Make them like you
Instead


Kurt squeeze Blaine's hand, he wants the boy to understand that what his parents said, or what anyone said about him being worthless, being wrong, being weird were all lies, he needs Blaine to understand that he's normal, he's not wrong, he is valuable.

So complicated
Look how big you'll make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
See you do the same

The countertenor crawls near Blaine, still holding his hand, he wants him to know he's not alone in this struggle, that he'll be there supporting him, that he understands him, that he loves him.

Pretty, pretty please
Don't you ever, ever feel
Like your less than
Fuckin' perfect
Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like your nothing
You're fuckin' perfect to me

Blaine is perfect and he has to know it, so Kurt raises his voice slightly, and a little sob interrupts him while he sings because he knows Blaine is in pain and he wants to make it better. Blaine sings the next verse in a whisper at first but then he raises his voice:

The whole world stares while I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in lying and I tried, tried, tried
But we try too hard; it's a waste of my time

Blaine whipped the tears away with his free hand as he continues the singing, looking at Kurt; the other boy is smiling at him.

Done looking for the critics, cuz they're everywhere
They don't like my genes, they don't get my hair
Strange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?
Why do I do that?


Blaine smiles back as he sings, because he knows that the boy in front of him is the most beautiful, loving, kind, adorable, sweet, incredible, honest, considerate person he'd ever met, he loves him and that just can't be wrong, because what he feels in his heart, like if it expands, like if he was complete, like if he had someone to relay on, he had looked for someone like Kurt all his short live and there he was. He knew it couldn't be wrong, it couldn't be abnormal.

Yeah!
Ooh, pretty, pretty, pretty,
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than, fuckin' perfect

Blaine sang, Kurt laughed a little, full of joy, knowing that Blaine was fixed, that he understood.

Pretty, pretty please if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing you're fuckin' perfect, to me
You're perfect

Kurt sang this time, smiling at Blaine, his eyes connected with each other, lost in them.

You're perfect
Pretty, pretty please don't you ever
Ever feel like you're less then, fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please if you ever
Ever feel like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

They sang together in a perfect harmony, their voices matched perfectly, as they did, their personalities when they talked, their hands when they hold, their bodies when they hugged and finally….

Kurt leaned over and kissed Blaine lips, they fit in perfectly, like if they were puzzle pieces, because they were perfect for each other, they were perfect as individuals, as humans, as duet partners and as a couple.
So is three o'clock in the morning and I'm writing Klaine...how weird those that makes me??

Well... who cares?!

unieai [link] I told you I would write another vulnerable!Blaine fic, and here it is!!

So, Blaines parents go to see Blaine perform, he makes a duet with Kurt and.... read to know what happens next :clap: <-- my favourite emoticon!

Graciass for reading!!

Klaine is not mine!
The song of this fic in F*cking perfect by P!nk [link]

PS. Lets see if you can find some easter egs :)
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